stuck in my head...no, not my teeth
(edited: the song was: the veronicas - untouched)
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Originally uploaded by kevin glaser
the more i look at this, the more i really like it.
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i read this tonight and it made me wish i were really an artist:
But being sick has its compensations: Bayou, books, and the otherwise alien idea that I am being productive by sleeping, lazy rest transformed by armchair medical theorizing into some sort of immunological exercise. Feel the burn.
let me 'splain. this is nothing more than a post to a blog. but in it are images, wit, and lexical craftsmanship beyond what i am capable of, if not at my best, then quite certainly at my day to day level. as i read i wondered to myself at the authors ability to enter such a place as his imaginary sinuses and come away with such a vivid image and at the way he captures the welcomed and infrequent acceptance sleep receives in the midst sickness. it is mostly for the former that i am envious. i feel that my mind, far from allowing creative spaces in which sinus cathedrals can blossom, tends to spin with some nebulous urge to rush ahead. as if there were so numerous a set of fresh thoughts queuing to fill my head that my mind ought not be bothered at allowing the current batch to ripen. where it comes from, and why i continuously follow this impulse, is beyond me, though i would like to sever whatever attachment i have to it. i feel it must be one of the most genuine impediments to my really ever producing worthwhile art of any sort.
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so...when i lived in nola...harris and i, on occasion, would grab our cameras and go shoot. we'd pick a theme and try and capture it, or look for inspiration in interesting places, etc...one night, after a few successful outings, we realized that our bar had been creeping steadily up and that we might not be happy unless something quite good resulted from this new photo session. so, we went and shot the best photos of our life. end of story. ok...kidding. we decided that for the night we would refuse to shoot anything that might be mistaken for good photography. we would shoot the dumbest shots we could come up with. see trashcan face (though someone has apparently mistaken it as an attempt at saying something deep). and you thought i was joking. it was great. all the pressure was off and we could have fun. i have a whole set of pictures that i absolutely love, and that no other person on the planet apart from harris, would even think twice about never looking at...ever. apart from thinking that, in retrospect, this was a brilliant idea, i am now wondering whether or not i can introduce it into other parts of my life. first test run starts in...now. i realize that i kind of did this experiment to the blog last year when i posted a ridiculous picture of a joke written on what was probably a bathroom stall wall...but every once in a while we need a little something ridiculous in our life to remind us that it's not always that serious...and that sometimes toilet humor really is that funny. last time i reverted to the brain of a 12 year old and laughed till my stomach hurt. this time it was about the same. i now proudly present SHREDS...ok brief preface: someone dubbed over bands...ok thats all you get. i couldn't decide between the creed one and the eric clapton one but in the end i decided making a sucky band sound really bad beats making someone with actually musical ability sound bad...but go to town if you think it's as funny as i did...there are plenty more to watch:
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(edited: the song was: jamie cullum - high and dry)
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there's a new song over on the myspace that i wrote last night and tonight. it's a pretty bad recording with my guitar strings hitting the computer in a mildly distracting fashion...but whatev. also, before you go over there and judge me, i did type up the lyrics. so, just click on the lyric tab by the title (calling us your own) and you will be able to decipher what it is that i'm actually saying. ugg...ok go listen, i have no more to say. wait....ok go....and, when you get back, will someone let me know how not to be self conscious about everything?
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"For too long the Church has been seen as an oasis in the desert - offering water to those who are thirsty. In contrast, the emerging community appears more as a desert in the oasis of life, offering silence, space and desolation amidst the sickly nourishment of Western capitalism. It is in this desert, as we wander together as nomads, that God is to be found. For it is here that we are nourished by our hunger."
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“ If you pretend life is exciting, it will be. That’s just how our hearts work.
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So, I started up a blog last month over on tumblr for my upcoming hike on the Appalachian Trail (AT). I'll be posting to it along the way and have already put up a few random things. It's some gear talk, some of what's motivating me, and eventually will be my stories and lessons learned from the trail...along with whatever else finds it's way into the mix. More info on the trip to come...but for now: 2175
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“ Believe me, every man has his secret sorrows, which the world knows not; and oftimes we call a man cold, when he is only sad Henry Wadsworth Longfellow (via beenthinking; somethingofadreamer)
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"In all of creation, identity is a challenge only for humans. A tulip knows exactly what it is. It is never tempted by false ways of being. Nor does it face complicated decisions in the process of becoming. So it is with dogs, rocks, trees, stars, amoebas, electrons, and all other things. All give glory to God by being exactly what they are. For in being what God means them to be, they are obeying him. Humans, however, encounter a more challenging existence. We think. We consider options. We decide. We act. We doubt. Simple being is tremendously difficult to achieve and fully authentic being is extremely rare. Body and soul contain thousands of possibilities out of which we can build many identities."
~David Benner
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Nicholas Felton’s 2008 Annual Report ...on his life. this is great and worth flipping through.
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little boots...big in 09? maybe. tenori-on...awesome? without a doubt.
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nuevo song over at the myspace...kind of a rough recording, but a song that started on a back porch in the woodlands, tx in the middle of a torrential downpour and i think is finally done.
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W, attacked with shoes, proves surprisingly nimble:
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i've been shooting my whole life, and i'm finally learning how to aim.
today andy gave the sermon at church. he spoke about conviction and repentance. a topic that he delivered in a way so encouragingly that i could only think back to my roots in a church that would have approached the same topic with all the wrath of an angry god flying hot in your face. turn 'r burn, if you will. that is all a rabbit trail though, it was not the discussion of conviction or repentance that caught me, but andy's selection of things the average american christian ought be convicted for. admittedly, he did try to come up with flaws that carried with them outward implications as opposed to the regular church sins, which seem to inflict most of their damage on the person choosing them. his choice took me immediately back to something i picked up in houston and cling to tightly.
our western society is fueled by consumerism. i know, you'd expect me to just tell you we don't need all that stuff and we should live much more simply than we do...and if that thought is convicting to you then maybe it applies, but that is not the point of me writing here. even if we cut back, we will always consume. even if we do so with smaller carbon footprints than the rest, or by using our reusable whole foods bag instead of one of the billions of plastic bags we go through in this country every year, we still consume. so, i'm not saying to stop. i'm saying what andy said, and what my church in houston lives out: think. i'll steal andy's example to clarify. 40% of the worlds chocolate is produced from cocoa beans grown on farms harvested by children. children who work reprehensible hours. children who, after working these hours, may or may not be paid for their labor, and who then may or may not have food to eat, may or may not have a roof to sleep under, and may or may not even be able to leave their farm...and yes, some of these cases would be considered slavery. (i won't get started on the statistics of child slavery in the world right now, but they aren't pretty.) where to point the finger? well the people running the farms right? they say the west won't pay them enough for their crop to have any money for the workers. the corporations? they could pay more...but then there's the system. a consumer system that leads to us. they listen to us. we want cheaper, they give us cheaper, and cheaper, and cheaper, until we've now left these children with literally nothing. us? well, we're a part of it. to quote andy, "and that's just chocolate." when we ask only for the cheapest goods, we fail to look past the swipe at the checkout counter and the number at the other end of it on the atm screen. we don't think about the process.
to sum up all of it, we must think. ask the questions that need asking. know the companies you are buying from and how they really do business. know that farmers are getting and giving fair wages from the produce you buy and the coffee you drink. yeah, sure, it means a little more legwork on your part, but really? kids in slavery, women in poverty, and whatever other grim fates you can come up with? it's worth asking a few questions just to do your little part to help. consumerism is a system that can be influenced by christian living. in and of itself it is not good, but it is, for you and i (if you happen to be a christian and reading this), another place to live out our faith. a platform from which others see the actions of christians, be they good or bad, leading voices against oppression, or numbly drifting along oblivious to their own small part in this ongoing human play. don't just float in the current. lazy rivers are for theme parks not real life. think.
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i'm excited about star trek. wait...i mean...uh...ok, i'm going with it. i'm excited about star trek, namely the cast organized by Mr. Abrams (who's presence alone peaks my curiosity, even after the freak show that was cloverfield) including Mr. Quinto (who plays sylar in heroes) and Mr. Pegg (of shaun of the dead and hot fuzz greatness). it's like having hollywood stars in your community theatre. even if they used the same cardboard enterprise bridge Mr. Belushi and his fellow "Not Ready for Prime Time Players" used in their '76 SNL skit, it's just fun to see actors you already love doing something you know beforehand is going to be as cheesy as the inside of a doritos factory.
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i've never been one for documenting history...but:
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this has been a curious week for me. not like weird stuff has been happening, just like i have been inquisitive...and not curious about anything of any importance...just a few insignificant trivialities that only jeopardy contestants should have any interest in researching.
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"Eunoia is the shortest word in English containing all five vowels - and it means "beautiful thinking". It is also the title of Canadian poet Christian Bok's book of fiction in which each chapter uses only one vowel."

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darren from mutemate... he's really just the best ever... (ps: i'm not exagerating)... and i can't wait for their new cd:
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why do i do this to myself? the last time i went running with the williams i asked them to remind me not to run with them the next time i tried. why? well, for those of you who don't know mat and leslie, they are the bionic couple. incredibly athletic, somehow tireless, with this unnatural love of pushing themselves beyond anything close to normal limits when running. i enjoy a casual chatting pace, while they, and now their bionic dog, enjoy a pace at which the rest of humanity is left gasping like harry after his gillyweed wears off while they casually plan dinner, a solution to all of the worlds problems, and merrily dash too and fro like whimsical wood nymphs.
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on tuesday i had exciting news to share...now, the same news is really anticlimactic...

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as of late i've taken to posting things i find amusing, uncharacteristically creative, or carry within them some seed of truth. i feel that on occasion it would behoove all for me to insert some of my own life into this blog...as that was it's purpose in the beginning. so, if you're up for a little rambling, click play above and settle back for my reveries...
1. i find that my life goes in cycles. probably in all areas but as examples: there are periods when i cannot get enough of good books and others when to immerse myself in a book would be an impiety upon the stories being played out in real life around me. there are times when i want to reflect, as i do now, and gather the bits of truth that i can find, and others when i want to not think about living but live, break free and live with no thought as to whether anything makes sense beyond the mere enjoyment of experiencing life. there are times when i want to pursue friendships with great effort and times when i want nothing to do with you unless you are the one who has made the effort to call me. times when i want my work to be full of creativity and beauty and times when i want my work to be mundane and structured. i think all of these are influenced by the flow of my energies back and forth and in and out of all of these moods, and there is to them a constant and unpredictable current.
2. you can listen to me or just read dave's post over at in repair for the main idea of this one. love. it all comes back to this. as he says, not hollywood love, but the sort of day in day out pouring into a persons, or peoples lives. a healthy community building, life giving, love. cs says somewhere that we are most ourselves not alone or in couples but when a group of friends gathers, because each in the group pulls from others a different flavor. perhaps like a simmering stew of friendship. flavors combining and complimenting and drawing out and enhancing. but, as it is, we (myself and many of my peers) find ourselves existing in a transient time. between studies and settling. choosing paths and following crazy dreams. and thus not settled, we struggle to maintain relationships from a former more stable time across states and seas with the rickety crutches of phone lines, of facebook and the internet. it is rare indeed that these ties will deepen through these. at best they are maintained for some future time when old friends are reunited to grow together again. the now strained roots intertwined in the past, relaxing and growing downward together gracefully at ease again. that is the hope anyway. in the meantime we set our roots to growing as best we can, pouring into new friends the love we can, seeking good soil wherever we find ourselves for as long as we find ourselves there. i wonder to myself at these thoughts whether or not it is only me with my odd aversion to phones, and skepticism towards the internets social gathering places, that finds deepening these distant relationships difficult and also whether or not there is a point deep enough where roots so intertwined shake free the inevitable superficialities of the internet and really do keep growing? i don't know...but to quote,
I'm gonna experiment with this love thing-- giving love, feeling love...I know it sounds really corny but it's the last thing I gotta check out. Before I check out.
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the best idea i've seen in a while:
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"...we keep company in this world with a hoard of abstractions and reflections and counterfeits of ourselves -- the sensual man, the economic man, the man of reason, the beast, the machine and the sleep-walker, and heaven knows what besides, all in our own image, indistinguishable from ourselves to the outward eye. We get borne along, out of sight in the press, unresisting, till we get the chance to drop behind unnoticed, or to dodge down a side street, pause, breathe freely and take our bearings, or to push ahead, outdistance our shadows, lead them a dance, so that when at length they catch up with us, they look at one another askance, knowing we have a secret we shall never share.
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“ Innate in nearly every artistic nature is a wanton, treacherous penchant for accepting injustice when it creates beauty.
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"i used to think that faith, faith was sort of like a building block and you'd put all these blocks together...and you'd build a house sort of like the little pig built that the wolf could not blow down, and now i get older and i feel that faith is a matter of surrender. its a matter of just giving up and leaving that house and just walking out and experiencing the cold and the rain and doubt and confusion and trying to keep up your hope and some sense of gratitude. if you just keep up hope and gratitude maybe thats, maybe thats all you need...
-garrison keillor
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"Belief and confusion are not mutually exclusive;
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“Life is deep and simple, and what our society gives us is shallow and complicated.”
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the folks over at mixa have outdone themselves with the mix-tape usb
...brilliant. while not the first to have the idea, they do let you design your own sleeve with your own pics and some pre-designed graphics.
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"We are the daughters of feminists who said 'You can be anything' and we heard 'You have to be everything.' "
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"if he looked back on what his life had been lately, he had perhaps managed two or three days when he had woken up, looked at the sun -or the rain- and felt glad to see the morning, just happy, without wanting anything, planning anything or asking anything in exchange. apart from those few days, the rest of his existence had been wasted on dreams, both frustrated and realized -a desire to go beyond himself, to go beyond his limitations; he had spent his life trying to prove something, but he didn't know what or to whom."
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Mike Rowe (dirty jobs...etc.) sang professionally with the Baltimore Opera. Go figure.
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why did i just get up at 8 to watch our idiot soccer team? literally seconds from winning their second game against the netherlands they turn into 6 years old boys and get scored on. 6 year olds? yep, 6 year olds...the hero of game one, Holden (the guy that got the goal), fouls a guy just outside of the 18. for those of you that don't know soccer this means that the other team gets a shot from about 20 yards away from our goal...not a good thing. 6 years old. they line up to shoot and what do we do? the entire end of the wall JUMPS OVER THE SHOT...are you kidding me? you dont jump off of the ground when youre in a wall...maybe you bounce a little to get some height, but you dont bounce enough for a ball to go under you...you learn that at least by the time your 7.
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setting: sitting inside of swirll yogurt shop...and moving into the parking lot.
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i had been under the impression that the olympics started after the opening ceremonies on friday night...i was misinformed.
the us women's soccer team has already lost its first game to norway 2-0 and both goals came in the first 4 minutes of play. not a great start for the americans...incidentally, the men's team won their first game 1-0 against japan...but we all know that the women are the ones who actually have a chance of going somewhere with the whole soccer thing.

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"We all live in our own world. But if you look up at the starry sky, you will see that all the different worlds up there combine to form constellations, solar systems, galaxies."
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