peter rollins makes me happy

"For too long the Church has been seen as an oasis in the desert - offering water to those who are thirsty.  In contrast, the emerging community appears more as a desert in the oasis of life, offering silence, space and desolation amidst the sickly nourishment of Western capitalism.  It is in this desert, as we wander together as nomads, that God is to be found.  For it is here that we are nourished by our hunger."

-Peter Rollins

garnered from todays tumbling:

 If you pretend life is exciting, it will be. That’s just how our hearts work.

oh yeah, this is great too:

too fun for its own good:

it's an ingrid day:





(edited: the song was: ingrid michaelson - breakable)

Tumbling on the Appalachian Trail

So, I started up a blog last month over on tumblr for my upcoming hike on the Appalachian Trail (AT).  I'll be posting to it along the way and have already put up a few random things.  It's some gear talk, some of what's motivating me, and eventually will be my stories and lessons learned from the trail...along with whatever else finds it's way into the mix.  More info on the trip to come...but for now: 2175

texas:




 Believe me, every man has his secret sorrows, which the world knows not; and oftimes we call a man cold, when he is only sad

Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

(via beenthinkingsomethingofadreamer)

"In all of creation, identity is a challenge only for humans. A tulip knows exactly what it is. It is never tempted by false ways of being. Nor does it face complicated decisions in the process of becoming. So it is with dogs, rocks, trees, stars, amoebas, electrons, and all other things. All give glory to God by being exactly what they are. For in being what God means them to be, they are obeying him. Humans, however, encounter a more challenging existence. We think. We consider options. We decide. We act. We doubt. Simple being is tremendously difficult to achieve and fully authentic being is extremely rare. Body and soul contain thousands of possibilities out of which we can build many identities."
~David Benner

i'm jealous...and engrossed


Nicholas Felton’s 2008 Annual Report ...on his life.  this is great and worth flipping through.


two birds...

little boots...big in 09?  maybe.  tenori-on...awesome?  without a doubt.



a glaser/hunt christmas:

we had all of mom's family over for christmas dinner.  it was the first time in a while that the whole group was together and it was definitely one of the best gatherings in recent history.  we had photo time obviously, and i had the polariod out, so here are a few:

1. mom was in the kitchen well in to the wee hours christmas eve.
2. jena and new ipod, uncle wayne doing his best deer in headlights.
3. fuzzy shot of ye ole christmas tree.
4. g-ma perusing the pics.

1. all at the table...i'm just happy everyone's face got in, never-mind the expressions.
2. the build up to christmas put an ornament on the tree every day of december calendar.
3. traditional orange flavored icing rolls and santa mug (a christmas morning combo that has existed since early in my childhood)
4. the fam around the tree...i'm destined for a horrible fake smile.

1. the ladies.
2. the gents.

apart from photos there were quite a bit of food and presents, etc.  we ended with a couple of christmas carols which begins my wrap up story.  we had a quick debate on songs to sing and my uncle jokingly said "if you were good methodists you'd know that one" to which an aunt replied "well we're baptist" to which someone replied "well kevin works for the presbyterians" and so on.  my grandmother didn't quite catch the joking spirit of the banter and not wanting to see any of the mood broken over denominational squabbling said quietly "well, we all have the same lord".  i think i was the only one to catch it because i was sitting next to her, but it made me happy to see her make such an insightful statement.  "you're right grandma."  getting up there, but still on her toes.  we sang silent night, prayed, and were done. all in all, one of the best.


crazy awesome music...part deux

Mumford and Sons... Lead guy in this one, Marcus Mumford, 
is the drummer for Laura (the post right below this one)  
These guys are amazing and thanks to Norris i know about them.

the most effortlessly amazing voice i've ever heard:


Laura Marling ...she doesn't always look as sad...
but she does always look like she's not even trying
...and yet always perfect.

new song

nuevo song over at the myspace...kind of a rough recording, but a song that started on a back porch in the woodlands, tx in the middle of a torrential downpour and i think is finally done.


harry painted me! 


 ...and i love it.

tidings of comfort and joy



don't think this is any old "god rest ye merry gentlemen".  one verse normal, two verses intimate and new.  a little darker than your usual christmas song, but honest.  simple lyrics, but much more than your typical sugar coated answers for life.  it just feels good hearing someone put their doubts out there...kind of makes you feel a little less insecure about having your own.  there's something freeing when someone admits to not being perfect, or having all the answers.  it's like a deep breath sweeps into the room and you can just relax...you can stop holding your gut in...you can put down your own guard, if just for a moment.

iraqi agility test

W, attacked with shoes, proves surprisingly nimble:

AC:


again, all i can say : think.

ready, shoot...aim.

i've been shooting my whole life, and i'm finally learning how to aim.

today andy gave the sermon at church.  he spoke about conviction and repentance.  a topic that he delivered in a way so encouragingly that i could only think back to my roots in a church that would have approached the same topic with all the wrath of an angry god flying hot in your face.  turn 'r burn, if you will.  that is all a rabbit trail though, it was not the discussion of conviction or repentance that caught me, but andy's selection of things the average american christian ought be convicted for.  admittedly, he did try to come up with flaws that carried with them outward implications as opposed to the regular church sins, which seem to inflict most of their damage on the person choosing them.  his choice took me immediately back to something i picked up in houston and cling to tightly.

our western society is fueled by consumerism.  i know, you'd expect me to just tell you we don't need all that stuff and we should live much more simply than we do...and if that thought is convicting to you then maybe it applies, but that is not the point of me writing here.  even if we cut back, we will always consume.  even if we do so with smaller carbon footprints than the rest, or by using our reusable whole foods bag instead of one of the billions of plastic bags we go through in this country every year, we still consume.  so, i'm not saying to stop.  i'm saying what andy said, and what my church in houston lives out: think.  i'll steal andy's example to clarify.  40% of the worlds chocolate is produced from cocoa beans grown on farms harvested by children.  children who work reprehensible hours.  children who, after working these hours, may or may not be paid for their labor, and who then may or may not have food to eat, may or may not have a roof to sleep under, and may or may not even be able to leave their farm...and yes, some of these cases would be considered slavery. (i won't get started on the statistics of child slavery in the world right now, but they aren't pretty.) where to point the finger? well the people running the farms right?  they say the west won't pay them enough for their crop to have any money for the workers.  the corporations? they could pay more...but then there's the system.  a consumer system that leads to us. they listen to us.  we want cheaper, they give us cheaper, and cheaper, and cheaper, until we've now left these children with literally nothing. us?  well, we're a part of it.  to quote andy, "and that's just chocolate."  when we ask only for the cheapest goods, we fail to look past the swipe at the checkout counter and the number at the other end of it on the atm screen.  we don't think about the process.  

to sum up all of it, we must think.  ask the questions that need asking.  know the companies you are buying from and how they really do business.  know that farmers are getting and giving fair wages from the produce you buy and the coffee you drink.  yeah, sure, it means a little more legwork on your part, but really?  kids in slavery, women in poverty, and whatever other grim fates you can come up with?  it's worth asking a few questions just to do your little part to help.  consumerism is a system that can be influenced by christian living.  in and of itself it is not good, but it is, for you and i (if you happen to be a christian and reading this), another place to live out our faith.  a platform from which others see the actions of christians, be they good or bad, leading voices against oppression, or numbly drifting along oblivious to their own small part in this ongoing human play.  don't just float in the current. lazy rivers are for theme parks not real life.  think.