G-2: on how easy it is to break down my entire routine

i lost my pen earlier this week and with it went any ability to maintain an organized life. i couldn't bring myself to write with a ballpoint in either of my moleskines (the ones with my planner and notes). thus after a trip to office max, i am the proud owner of a new pack of .5's, and am also giving the .38 a test run. it's good to not feel frazzled and lost anymore. thanks G-2's.

invisible children: (further) thoughts on responsibility

a link to this little gem (ie video) came in the inbox today:




i think it's a great idea from the i.c. guys and, along with touching on something i've had on my mind a lot recently, it's made me happy for them. i think this is one of the best things they've done to make tangible action feasible for the masses. they did bracelets...which was nice...but do we really need bracelets? not all that much...even if it is for a good cause.
bracelets...bags...is there really a difference? i know, this is just a bag, but i'm hoping that they are moving in the direction of making things we will all buy at some point anyway (ie: basic articles of clothing or otherwise). in this scenario it makes sense to buy from someone that you know is aware and conscious of the working conditions, compensation, etc., of those in their employ. this doesn't have to be i.c. or some other organization across the map. it could be clothes from the local tailor, food from the farmer at the market, drinks from the artsy (or not so artsy) fair trade coffee shop down the street, or eating at the restaurant that buys from these same sources.
whats that? oh yeah, i know. of course it costs more to live like that, and sometimes a lot more. it's because no one in the chain is being taken advantage of. we've been raised in a mass production society. even within the christian circles that i've moved in for the majority of my life we've been told that cheaper is better, and we've all seen people we respect live like it's truth.
but, cheap means we're being responsible with what we've been given right? not really. finding the cheapest deal, in almost every case, means that somewhere along the line someone isn't being compensated fairly for the labor they have put forth. that's just the nature of the market. here's the thing. if we actually decided to be generous (ie: pay more...and not just for a name brand, but because we can see the source and know that everyone involved in the products journey from start to us is being treated justly) then maybe, just maybe...we wouldn't have to give money to the charitable organization educating and feeding starving kids in __(insert 3rd world location)__ or the one building them houses out of cinderblocks.
wait, what? well, because their mom and dad would actually have a real income...and could take care of their own family...and maybe be given back just a bit of the dignity that we take from them when we buy the sweatshop products they make for 10 cent an hour.

i know that's a lofty goal...and in the meantime, sure, go ahead, give to the charity of your choice...but maybe start changing the way you shop too.

how can i afford these products made with responsibility and quality? simple, simplify. you buy fewer things. you may even find that with less stuff your life is less cluttered, and therefore you spend less time taking care of your things...giving you more time for relationships, community, your long lost hobbies/potential passions, plying your own trade for those investing in you and your product, etc.
thanks for letting me ramble...and asking such good questions. this post was probably mostly to encourage myself on these matters, but maybe we're a little bit alike. so, feel free to get something out of it too if you want...i won't mind.

gpoyw



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The Arnold Frolmer Invitational: brief thoughts on it's namesake

i stumbled across this picture today along with an article that (forgive the source) somehow made me appreciate the man even more than i did before:


“… sportswriter Frank Deford has testified that Palmer’s cool came from those L&M’s: ‘All America had this image of Palmer taking a cigarette out of his mouth, throwing it on the green to putt, and then sticking it back in his mouth. It was golf’s equivalent of Bogart and Bacall. It’s odd to think of a cigarette as an athletic totem, but back then it was sexy. Palmer with a cigarette was like those old convertible ads with a beautiful woman sitting in the front seat and her scarf blowing in the wind.’”


observations for 10-6-09:

1. encountering the smell of fire/smoke from a bonfire or cookout on a long drive puts me in about as good of a mood as i can reach. i don't know why exactly i have such positive feelings about that particular smell...but i'm glad i do.


2. why do cars have settings for the windshield wipers. is this just a problem for me? i always need a speed somewhere between my options. can we just get rid of the clicks? shouldn't it just be a dial that you turn to the appropriate speed for the given weather situation? you: "why yes, it should be." thank you for agreeing.

new toms:

these are on their way to me...and i am happy (read: giddy).
(yes, completely aware of the grossly disproportionate amount of happiness these are bringing to my life)

wine.

i wonder if i have enough w-s friends interested in wine to make this financially feasible...hmm.
i hope so.

shaving:

i'm one step closer to being an old man. this is the first time i haven't had to touch up with an electric after i finished:





what the...really?

what's that you ask? the weather? oh, what was it like? well, yesterday was blue skies, sunny, and warm...unless, of course, you mean the 20 minutes where this happened and my car was pelted with milk dud sized hail balls:





observations for 9/27-28/09:

1. i learned the difference between miles and coltrane because john mayer told me it would make me artsy-er...i wonder how many other people did the same thing.

2. driving with the heat on and the windows down on a cool fall night is one of my favorite things to do.

dream world revisited...

i think i'll just have this overflow-tub installed in the floor of my bedroom:

dream world...

so, i'm moving across town. i'll be renting a house with a couple of guys. given the excitement of having a new house i've been daydreaming about my bedroom. i mean, what's better than drooling over designer furniture when you don't have money or a job:

yes...those are tiny drawers carved into the headboard.

yes...it folds all over the place.

on words...and art:

as i sit in my current favorite coffee shop, around the corner from where i now live (for another week or two at least), my mind is besieged with the regular rise in tide of my stream of consciousness that flows from consuming new information. not just any information i suppose, but that which is delivered in well written and insightful style.

i will begin by praising the well written word. it will be a sad day indeed when newspapers disappear into the void of the internet, and not only because my eyes would much rather read from paper than from the screen before me now. i recall an interview in which colbert pointed out that the times gives us yesterdays news today. we do indeed live in a time where any/all news is immediately pumped intravenously into us via the internet, but i for one find myself drinking from the proverbial fire hose at times. how can we possibly keep up with it all. but, it is not the sheer volume of information that i am choosing against...it is the quality. do i want to read hundreds of news blurbs tweeted by the masses? not really. i find that i would much rather take in a handful of well written, engaging articles that someone has actually spent time reflecting on, the ones that really make me think, than overburden myself trying to consume all of the information that floods my screen.

amusingly it was an article about the writer john keats that brought me to this thought. a well written piece about a poet, or the movie about him more precisely. or, to be even more precise, about the filmmaker and the sexuality of the movie. sex? yes...and no. the movie is rated pg, so no, but, our reviewer observes, "a sequence in which, fully clothed, the couple trades stanzas of “La Belle Dame Sans Merci” in a half-darkened bedroom must surely count as one of the hottest sex scenes in recent cinema." which brings me to my first thought: in a consumer world of continuous overstimulation i love the idea that what is not seen can be as powerful, if not more-so, that what is. further (and the statement that really got me), “(the movie) could easily have become a dark, simple fable of repression, since modern audiences like nothing better than to be assured that our social order is freer and more enlightened than any that came before. But Fanny and Keats are modern too, and though the mores of their time constrain them, they nonetheless regard themselves as free." that, both the writer and the filmmaker, while not overlooking its flaws, don't dismiss the social norms of the time as backwards, uninformed, etc. is, to me, very refreshing. i'm not saying we have it all wrong, but since, as was stated, we live in a society that indeed loves to feel as if it has everything right, and is more enlightened than those that came before, it is encouraging to see here a gentle skepticism and critique of self which rarely shows through in our generation.

to sum up, be it excessive information or excessive skin, good art trumps every time. taking time to craft something, to say what it is you have to say, and to do it well, makes all the difference. but in a world that has trained itself/us to say more more more, faster faster faster, quantity over quality, go go go, it is ever harder to do, and quite hard to take the time to find. so, i am glad to have stumbled upon these thoughts today.



Originally uploaded by kevin glaser

i like the light, something like a veiled hope, buried with this picture. as if serendipity has brought you upon an unexpected and welcome gift. a lone weary hiker finding the welcoming crackle of a campfire with buoyant voices drifting on the warm night air, a beacon of hope offering some form of safety from the cold unseen. but also that scene in a movie when things are wrapping up, but resolution not quite complete. there are a few precious tense moments left in which a darker story could find hopes dashed, our hero blocked from reaching what now seems promised success. i hope we make it.

circa 25ish years ago:


definitely my favorite family shot.



Originally uploaded by kevin glaser

picnic/photoshoot at the park...probably a bit more experimental than the lewies were expecting...but there's always next time for normal pictures, right?

camera/projector what?

nikon s1000pj:

this seems completely out of left field. and really awesome. even if it is just a "party trick"

playing around w/ the camera in nola...i don't know why but i really like this one

i miss my home

the other night in nola i went to a performance by a local girl. (yep, i'm in new orleans for a couple of weeks.) she did the piano and singing thing at a local bar with a friend on violin/adding some background vocals. i heard about the show via some friends and although the music was drenched in girl drama/brooding angst, her talent was obvious. one song stood out to me midway through the set. it was a song written during her time away from new orleans in the wake of katrina, and while it seems that the emotions from those years are beginning to fade, it was this song that really got me thinking. the chorus, which i can't promise that i remember word for word and isn't on her myspace page, carried within it the seeds which would grow into a little thought plant in my brain. "i miss my home. i can't wait to be back where i belong." or something like that. though the intensity of the song has surely lost something of what it was back when she was writing it and singing it in another place feeling the fullness of its weight, i embraced her thoughts and found myself remembering something. one of those cliche christian comments that walks by me every day until finally i look up at it's face and recognize it as an old friend. i am living in a world that is not my home. my very being longs to be in that place that i have never been, yet would recognize in a heartbeat. a place i have never seen, but miss as if it were all i had ever known. at random times this reality is refreshed in my life, and her words brought me back to it because they spoke of my own longing to me. reminding me that no matter how much i dull the voice of my heart with the things of this world, it still knows glimpses of home when it sees it, and it beats all that much harder to let me know that i cannot really ignore it when it really wants to speak.