ready, shoot...aim.

i've been shooting my whole life, and i'm finally learning how to aim.

today andy gave the sermon at church.  he spoke about conviction and repentance.  a topic that he delivered in a way so encouragingly that i could only think back to my roots in a church that would have approached the same topic with all the wrath of an angry god flying hot in your face.  turn 'r burn, if you will.  that is all a rabbit trail though, it was not the discussion of conviction or repentance that caught me, but andy's selection of things the average american christian ought be convicted for.  admittedly, he did try to come up with flaws that carried with them outward implications as opposed to the regular church sins, which seem to inflict most of their damage on the person choosing them.  his choice took me immediately back to something i picked up in houston and cling to tightly.

our western society is fueled by consumerism.  i know, you'd expect me to just tell you we don't need all that stuff and we should live much more simply than we do...and if that thought is convicting to you then maybe it applies, but that is not the point of me writing here.  even if we cut back, we will always consume.  even if we do so with smaller carbon footprints than the rest, or by using our reusable whole foods bag instead of one of the billions of plastic bags we go through in this country every year, we still consume.  so, i'm not saying to stop.  i'm saying what andy said, and what my church in houston lives out: think.  i'll steal andy's example to clarify.  40% of the worlds chocolate is produced from cocoa beans grown on farms harvested by children.  children who work reprehensible hours.  children who, after working these hours, may or may not be paid for their labor, and who then may or may not have food to eat, may or may not have a roof to sleep under, and may or may not even be able to leave their farm...and yes, some of these cases would be considered slavery. (i won't get started on the statistics of child slavery in the world right now, but they aren't pretty.) where to point the finger? well the people running the farms right?  they say the west won't pay them enough for their crop to have any money for the workers.  the corporations? they could pay more...but then there's the system.  a consumer system that leads to us. they listen to us.  we want cheaper, they give us cheaper, and cheaper, and cheaper, until we've now left these children with literally nothing. us?  well, we're a part of it.  to quote andy, "and that's just chocolate."  when we ask only for the cheapest goods, we fail to look past the swipe at the checkout counter and the number at the other end of it on the atm screen.  we don't think about the process.  

to sum up all of it, we must think.  ask the questions that need asking.  know the companies you are buying from and how they really do business.  know that farmers are getting and giving fair wages from the produce you buy and the coffee you drink.  yeah, sure, it means a little more legwork on your part, but really?  kids in slavery, women in poverty, and whatever other grim fates you can come up with?  it's worth asking a few questions just to do your little part to help.  consumerism is a system that can be influenced by christian living.  in and of itself it is not good, but it is, for you and i (if you happen to be a christian and reading this), another place to live out our faith.  a platform from which others see the actions of christians, be they good or bad, leading voices against oppression, or numbly drifting along oblivious to their own small part in this ongoing human play.  don't just float in the current. lazy rivers are for theme parks not real life.  think.

you had me at rainbow road


i share an office with a girl who loves tree vomit:


sylar? oh, excuse me...mr spock


i'm excited about star trek.  wait...i mean...uh...ok, i'm going with it.  i'm excited about star trek, namely the cast organized by Mr. Abrams (who's presence alone peaks my curiosity, even after the freak show that was cloverfield) including Mr. Quinto (who plays sylar in heroes) and Mr. Pegg (of shaun of the dead and hot fuzz greatness).  it's like having hollywood stars in your community theatre.  even if they used the same cardboard enterprise bridge Mr. Belushi and his fellow "Not Ready for Prime Time Players" used in their '76 SNL skit, it's just fun to see actors you already love doing something you know beforehand is going to be as cheesy as the inside of a doritos factory.


ps: i won't lie. i'm expecting sylar action in the above picture...you know, the creepy little red line slowly tracing across this poor guys forehead...and then all of a sudden mr. spock has some new power.

44th

i've never been one for documenting history...but:

remember, remember...

...the 5th of november.
happy guy fawkes day!




there are a lot of really sucky christians out there:


i'm equal parts sad and infuriated

Q's for the week:

this has been a curious week for me. not like weird stuff has been happening, just like i have been inquisitive...and not curious about anything of any importance...just a few insignificant trivialities that only jeopardy contestants should have any interest in researching.

now, i am fully aware that the one sure fire way to kill something dead is to blog about it. (ie: trying to post one new musical artist per week would end with a dry well devoid of any newfound talent very quickly, or trying to maintain a blog with only deep thoughts will inevitably relegate me to the kiddy pool until i drop the idea.) but, i'm gonna go ahead and risk the dry well of inquisitiveness to put these out there:

1. Does steam occur at a constant temperature...or does it occur at varying degrees with varying air temperature?(assuming pressure is constant, of course.) ie: The water in my shower doesn't feel as warm as it should be...but it's still steaming like usual. Unfortunate, yes...unusual, we'll see?

2. Do reading glasses help or hurt your eyes? If you have good eyesight, but are in front of the computer all day, resulting in tired eyes come end of the day...should you use magnifying glasses to make it easier on your eyes...or will they just get lazy if you reduce their workload? (basically do your eyes get stronger with exercise or do they only have so many miles in them and wear out more quickly with exercise?)

3. Why do dress shirts have two cuff buttons? I mean, there's the one thats way too tight on the wrist, and then the other thats way too loose...(which in the end just leads to all of us rolling our sleeve half way up the forearm to avoid actually using the misplaced buttons and hole.) Is it just me or shouldn't there just be one button half way between the two options we are given? Are our wrist sizes really that different? How many times have you ever met someone and thought, "Man, he's got really fat wrists!" Never...(never...but that does create a fun mental picture of someone with my exact same shirt measurements...only with really fat wrists...hmm)

that's all for this weeks Q's...if i continue having these pop up i'll pass them along...for now just consider this a one time peek inside a new and unusual room in the expansive mansion that is my amazing brain.